One last try

One last try
Just one last try!
and I succeed
For that last try
that lets me bleed
the triumphs of my success
Through the path
of demeaning failures
That one last try
never lets me give up
Always brings back
the breath of fresh air
the wish for something more
That one last try
never lets the hope die
and will always tie
myself from breaking
from disbelief and second guessing
which run away
when I hear
that voice saying,
"Come on! just ONE LAST TRY!"

Together

In the oceans they lie
emotions rising up so high

Baby, do you feel it sinking?

Soaking in the sun
drinking down the poison
drifting through the veins
purifying our mortality

Baby, do you feel us burning?

Fuming up in the air
kissing the lonely sun
shattering to melt into one
breathing out this life
to bring into life
this mortality
"together"

Fade away

Darling, as i die tonight
Would you come with me?
Don't just watch me die tonight,
accompany me on this journey.

Leave me with a sign
that I'm not leaving alone,
that numbness is taking over
calming the pain I had grown.

Lights are fading slowly,
I'm losing voices in this silence
taking its toll on my patience

Don't be late today
make a race with time
don't just watch me fade away
walk with me through this night...

My own

To make up this life
I made up this lie
But underneath it all
lies a broken mirror
that reflects so shamelessly
my every failure
From the heights of fears
I dive into
the deepest of regrets
slightly hidden
in a few lonely tears

Drowning
I gasp out for air
that's never there
Suffocating
the carcasses of my dreams
buried in the graves of my eyes

Push me tonight
from the edge of the cliff
to die into success
a reality of my thoughts
Slice me in this night
to burn into the sunlight
Deny me from this world
to make it a little bit more my own...

Bare Minimum

Burnt with water
you might know
to sleep with dead eyes
into a nightmare
and realize you're awake

How many cries can you make?
and for how long?

because the curtains of loneliness absorb everything...

Cut with flowers
you might see
that you don't bleed
from the skin
that tastes like a zombie

How much pain can you take?
and for how long?

because the mocking hands of misery don't feel anything...

Poor with money
sure you have
everything you wanted
but not a thing that you need
all in vain indeed

For how long can you search?
with the bare minimum you are left with?

because my accused nothingness has left you with "nothing"... 

I miss you...

Cracks that you left on my faith
Wounds that you left on my hope
Fear that you left in my dreams
Tears that you left for my pride
I try not to hear them
but they scream so loud

It's hard to ignore your absence
It keeps on wrapping around me
Don't know what to believe now
My world is falling apart slowly

They say life moves on
but mine stagnated since the day you left it
I thought time will take away the pain
But the mourn keeps on building
Like a cup overfilling
Like an acid boiling
Like a knife piercing

I walk alone
in a crowd, direction less
skies are not blue anymore
Its only a smile that saves me
from their never ending consoling

Hell...I miss you...:'(

Let Life Begin

Let life begin
Let tears wash away the mourn stained on each breath
Make the blood flow again
Make the sun rise
Heal the bleeding wounds
Mute the silent screams
Wipe the filled eyes
Let life begin

End this dark night
Warm this sinking cold
Calm this burning desire
Stop this spinning world
Mend this broken hope
And these broken dreams
And the broken heart
Ease this pain
Make everything like it was before
Let life begin...again...