3 Days & a "heartbreak"

At the day one
We all had fun
though she wasn't here
& I tried not to care
I hoped for a better tomorrow
To end this weighing sorrow
So i let the day pass
Still finding on the other side,much more greener grass...

Now the second day
Disappointment was still on my way
I hoped her to be with me
But she was lost in all that glee
I tried to be normal
But her concerns were still cold and formal
I wondered the love between us ever existed
Has my clear love in her eyes misted?

Third day and it was all clear
Reality Solidified my fear
It hurt so much to see the truth
Loneliness already started aging my youth
I guess I'll bear this hit
or may be I'd runaway from it
Maybe a thousand pills I will take
But I know nothing will mend this heartbreak...

Let Go

Let the rain fall on my skin
And wash away my sadness
Let it take away my fears
And drain all of my madness

Let me be bodiless
Let the limits be crossed
Because now I'm so painless
Because all the sick time has passed

Let me smell the fresh air
And see the sunrise
My soul is singing
My happiness is a surprise

Let me sleep if it's a dream
Don't tell the truth if it's a lie
Let the moment last is all I mean
Let the tears of my spirits dry

Go away because now I'm going to fly
Out of your reach, into the sky
Don't break the spell because I am in
And let the rain fall on my skin…

It's all I feel

Give me back my pain
I want to feel it again
It's been so long I've been having it
I'm almost kind of addicted to it
So don't try to take my pain
Only it can let my tears rain


Hurt me again
Hurt me bad
Hurt me until I feel something
At least I'd feel something, anything…
I've been being so numb, so alone
Touch me I'm so cold
I don't need your love
I don't need your warmth
I just need my pain again
Only it can let my blood drain

I slit my wrist
But the blood don't come out
It has thickened I guess
And I think it don't circulate anymore
My skin has stoned
So I don't feel a thing
So I'm begging you of my pain
At least I'd feel something again

You try to love me
You better love a statue
I'm a wrap of emptiness
Yeah, that's what I can give you
I don't have a heart
Devil ate it way back
I don't have a mind
So sanity, I'd always lack
Don't waste your time on me
I'm nothing but a hollow shell
Searching for the only thing I felt
Looking for my pain
'cuz I want to feel again