It's all I feel

Give me back my pain
I want to feel it again
It's been so long I've been having it
I'm almost kind of addicted to it
So don't try to take my pain
Only it can let my tears rain


Hurt me again
Hurt me bad
Hurt me until I feel something
At least I'd feel something, anything…
I've been being so numb, so alone
Touch me I'm so cold
I don't need your love
I don't need your warmth
I just need my pain again
Only it can let my blood drain

I slit my wrist
But the blood don't come out
It has thickened I guess
And I think it don't circulate anymore
My skin has stoned
So I don't feel a thing
So I'm begging you of my pain
At least I'd feel something again

You try to love me
You better love a statue
I'm a wrap of emptiness
Yeah, that's what I can give you
I don't have a heart
Devil ate it way back
I don't have a mind
So sanity, I'd always lack
Don't waste your time on me
I'm nothing but a hollow shell
Searching for the only thing I felt
Looking for my pain
'cuz I want to feel again