3 Days & a "heartbreak"

At the day one
We all had fun
though she wasn't here
& I tried not to care
I hoped for a better tomorrow
To end this weighing sorrow
So i let the day pass
Still finding on the other side,much more greener grass...

Now the second day
Disappointment was still on my way
I hoped her to be with me
But she was lost in all that glee
I tried to be normal
But her concerns were still cold and formal
I wondered the love between us ever existed
Has my clear love in her eyes misted?

Third day and it was all clear
Reality Solidified my fear
It hurt so much to see the truth
Loneliness already started aging my youth
I guess I'll bear this hit
or may be I'd runaway from it
Maybe a thousand pills I will take
But I know nothing will mend this heartbreak...