Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Its Completion!

I can say now
that i can live
Although life couldn't give me
what it shoud give
But now i just have no regrets
No sorries,no lookbacks and no complicated threads
My life is now a night after rain
Not dark,not miserable
But its as fresh as a morning
as new as a dawn
and it smells as good as earth does after rain
And now that i've forgotten all the pain
It's not an end
But a completion

Now I can sleep
with hope for sweet dreams
I've forgotten everything hurting with you like a nightmare
Moreover i've been smiling for an year
I might have become unwelcoming to love
But yeah! I'm so welcoming life
I'm not crying anymore
See my eyes are dry
I really don't cry for the miserable times with you
Instead i relish and cherish all those sweet moments my life painted with you
I genuinly am happy now
I really got no frustration
I can go to bed for my final sleep
and i know its not end
Instead its completion...

Saturday, May 2, 2009

A letter to "HIM"

Are you really there?
Do you really exist?
I'm trying to find you in the dark and through this mist
Even if you do,would you still care to feel
I don't even know if you are real
But can it be possible that somehow you know
You understood my heart and you are aware of all my horrors
The fears that are haunting me since i opned my eyes in the morning
But now that its getting dark and hey,i'm still looking for the answers
I cant stop listening to these voices echoing in my head
they tell me i need to run from this unknown strange world before i'm dead


But whom i'm telling all this?
Are you really upthere somewhere?
'Cuz all i can see is this endless sky with no star for me
Do i even exist for you?
Have i made any Journey?
'Cuz now i have walked enough
and i'm about to fade
and i hope you show me the way,i really can't see anymore
and now that its hurting even more than before
My path is about to end but i dont remember if i made any mark for you?
would you able to find me,i really got no clue...
But hell,i still don't know if you even give a damn to care
Who knows if You are even there?