Not when I'm sober

Just for tonight my love,
for it, so cold and lonely,
I only want you in the night.
Drunk with the pain,
I can't get through alone.
Like a cotton candy,
swirl around and sedate me,
cradle my soul to rest,
fill me up with that ecstasy.

Just until the morning my friend,
for me,gaining the sobriety,
I only want to wake up alone.
Filled with regret,
I can't face you in the sun.
Like a ghost,
leave me to hate me,
tend my senses to peace,
drinking down that guilt...


I always want you my love
just not when I'm sober.