What's left?

Left are the sediments
the remains of what we had
carcasses of what we once bore

Devoured in the hunger of desires
forgotten in the forests of blames
withered by the accused shames

Left are the words we would say
and that day
the violins will cry
but the tears will dry

Strangers we'll pretend
move on as they say
or shall I say move away?

Left are these lies
the ties on a razor edge
craving to burn,break
sooner they might take

Would we be free in life now
or bound by it??

Confessions of a 'loner'

When there's no voice
only silence that would suffice
the solitude craved by my soul
dipping into the moments alone
in an empty room
with no windows and a closed door

I write an epiphany of stagnancy
singing the choirs of this oblivion
I strike the strings of my reverie

Musing further more
fusing with the stagnant time
I sink into this invisibility
Escape into a dimension
which is my own
unruled, unthreatened and unprone
to the ghosts I carry with me

I see myself on this paper
I hear myself in this sound
dancing with the comforted melody
calming the demons with in me

It's about the moments I breathe
about the moments I forgive
let go of the grudges I harbor
It's about the moments I live...

Apocalypse

The sun that we were waiting for
is now burning us down
the wind drenched in our ashes
dances with the rain of his wrath

Haunted with the miseries of our yesterday
we lie broken on the ground
trying to breathe in that hope
but all we find is this pain, this disdain
red rainbows of blood spattered around
poisoned with the agony of its shame
cracking under the weight of our fears
murdered dreams full of violet tears

With our own hands, we are building our apocalyptic tomorrow
disappearing in that endless shadow of our sorrows...

One last try

One last try
Just one last try!
and I succeed
For that last try
that lets me bleed
the triumphs of my success
Through the path
of demeaning failures
That one last try
never lets me give up
Always brings back
the breath of fresh air
the wish for something more
That one last try
never lets the hope die
and will always tie
myself from breaking
from disbelief and second guessing
which run away
when I hear
that voice saying,
"Come on! just ONE LAST TRY!"

Together

In the oceans they lie
emotions rising up so high

Baby, do you feel it sinking?

Soaking in the sun
drinking down the poison
drifting through the veins
purifying our mortality

Baby, do you feel us burning?

Fuming up in the air
kissing the lonely sun
shattering to melt into one
breathing out this life
to bring into life
this mortality
"together"

Fade away

Darling, as i die tonight
Would you come with me?
Don't just watch me die tonight,
accompany me on this journey.

Leave me with a sign
that I'm not leaving alone,
that numbness is taking over
calming the pain I had grown.

Lights are fading slowly,
I'm losing voices in this silence
taking its toll on my patience

Don't be late today
make a race with time
don't just watch me fade away
walk with me through this night...

My own

To make up this life
I made up this lie
But underneath it all
lies a broken mirror
that reflects so shamelessly
my every failure
From the heights of fears
I dive into
the deepest of regrets
slightly hidden
in a few lonely tears

Drowning
I gasp out for air
that's never there
Suffocating
the carcasses of my dreams
buried in the graves of my eyes

Push me tonight
from the edge of the cliff
to die into success
a reality of my thoughts
Slice me in this night
to burn into the sunlight
Deny me from this world
to make it a little bit more my own...