I miss you...

Cracks that you left on my faith
Wounds that you left on my hope
Fear that you left in my dreams
Tears that you left for my pride
I try not to hear them
but they scream so loud

It's hard to ignore your absence
It keeps on wrapping around me
Don't know what to believe now
My world is falling apart slowly

They say life moves on
but mine stagnated since the day you left it
I thought time will take away the pain
But the mourn keeps on building
Like a cup overfilling
Like an acid boiling
Like a knife piercing

I walk alone
in a crowd, direction less
skies are not blue anymore
Its only a smile that saves me
from their never ending consoling

Hell...I miss you...:'(

Let Life Begin

Let life begin
Let tears wash away the mourn stained on each breath
Make the blood flow again
Make the sun rise
Heal the bleeding wounds
Mute the silent screams
Wipe the filled eyes
Let life begin

End this dark night
Warm this sinking cold
Calm this burning desire
Stop this spinning world
Mend this broken hope
And these broken dreams
And the broken heart
Ease this pain
Make everything like it was before
Let life begin...again...

Sweet embrace

Sweet sweet embrace
Oh! how my heart breaks
to leave you and set foot out on that cold rug
to leave the warmth of your cover
of that ever pleasing and blissful hug
how I feel to stay here forever
drenched in your soul
my body feels loved
Oh! how I hate
to leave you for today
Oh! how I'd break
missing the love we make

How I'd miss your pretty face

and your sweet embrace...

PRAY for the last time

Be still

and pray for forgiveness,my love

But i'm here to slaughter all your prayers

and a bullet in your head is what you deserve

I smell an another man in your breath

Though the few left you shan't waste

Pray for some sweetness in death

'Cuz life's gonna be bitter to taste

It fails my heart to see you lifeless

it burns my soul

But what you did was something

that punctured my faith with a hole

Shed a few tears now

'cuz you won't get a funeral

pray for heaven against your sins

'cuz you won't get a confessional

Hope someone hears you

But i'll make those ears bleed

Pray for the last time here

but i'm here to slaughter your every prayer...

Soul mate(they don't love each other)

He's got the eyes that look right into the soul
She's got soul that cries right through her eyes
but they don't love each other


He's got the attack of an arrow
She's got the patience of a bow
but they don't love each other

If he roars like a thunder
She flashes like a lightening
but they don't love each other

If he forms the rhyme
She completes the melody
but they don't love each other

If he carries a broken heart
She got the pieces to mend it
but they don't love each other

They complete each other
They are perfect
They were happy
but they let it go
and they lost it

and they don't love each other...

Saved some sun

I saved some sun

for my love

for she, who is lost into ghosts of her past

I'd bring some light

by saving a little of some stars

for they will sparkle her darkest night

she has lost her faith

became hollow from inside

lying breathless

speechless

I'd save up on some air
for her to breathe again

for the blood to run through her veins

I'd save some of the warmth

from the sun

to melt her frozen soul

for her dreams,to make them alive

I'd save some of the rain

for the flowers to grow

to endow

some life in her

I saved some sun...

PAGES

Someone said life is a book

We can keep it locked or open it to everyone

As I look onto the book of my life

I find pages of different types

Pages tell a story

some pages date back to my childhood

Glittered by the colorful pens

written with joy and innocence

I see my troubled youth

Blacked with curiosity,confusion,miseries...

They also had some scented pages

of my loves,experiences and chances

I found some torn pages

May be i tore them away

to get rid of some life

But it has a way of keep coming back

The words fade

The ink is drying

I wonder if i have more pages to write

unwritten pages give me hope

May be i'd write 'em differently

or may be i'd let someone else to write 'em for me

as i close my book

and hide it all behind a Happy and Shiny cover