The Hate poem

I fell in hate for you.
So sweet and strong,
a pure emotion.
Building up for long,
drowned in its passion,
How I hate you so much.
So full of disgust,
just can't get enough.
Pure devotion,
can melt a stone.
Filled with suffocation,
always keeps me alone.
But darling, there's nothing that I can do,
because I fell in hate for you.
So sweet and strong,
and never ungone...

Serve thy Servants

Hail thy glory!

Lie, shine of which in

Us, losing our story…

Breathing in your aura,

Used to the comfort of shadows.

Sun, lost and long gone…

Hollow fillers,

 Filling the company thy require

Long live the need!

Soaking and sinking,

Ice in our veins.

Leaving us in sleep forever,

Picture perfect, may your dreams be!

Whisper the words of freedom,

Imprisoned, bound

Allured by your halo

Fallen grace

Of a guardian angel, we find.

Shine on!

Live on!

Oh holy majesty

Serve thy servants.

In the name of love

Do everything,

Say anything,

In the name of love,

Use your strings.

Play with the puppet,

And mend him in your direction

Till you find satisfaction.

What good to just adore?

You need it to be proved,

Again and again

To just ease the pain.

Tear him up in pieces

And fill your hollow soul with these.

Change him,

Break him,

And make him in a shape you want him!

In the name of love darling,

Do everything,

Say anything! 

Losing my ground

Descending down from your pace,

I stop to watch myself

Falling from grace.

And I see your relief,

You come over your grief.

Surfacing are your real intentions,

My failing fantasy causes your pretensions.

And as I slowly retire,

You present me with your satire,

leaving me naked even in yards of this attire.

How you’re erasing me with perfection,

Facing a stranger in the mirror,

Who is he in that reflection?

I look up to you,

Sitting on the throne of ice,

You still smile covering all those lies.

In my agony, the rapture that you’ve found,

And your crown with which we all are bound,

I realized that I’m losing my ground.

Gifts in the brown covers.

So, once again this evening settles upon me,

Taking the best of me,

And I end up right back here

Like the setting sun,

Hopeless, exhausted and still lonely.

Burning to shine,
to light the world

But got only the dark,
the night in its fate.

Hush, I take in this evening breeze,

Filled with a hope of a better tomorrow,

A new morning,

Feeding the optimistic in me.

But that’s what I did last evening

And the evening before that,

Bringing each day to the same scene

So, for how long will I be wrapped in this inanity?

All that I do ending in vanity?

Will those fancy papers be always chosen

Over the gifts in the brown covers?

Spellbound

Spellbound,darling you leave me
in the glow of your shade,
bestowing its fate on me.

Unfound
in the silence of your sight,
how can this night feel so right?

For what I want and what I get,
I guess its way too good or I'm just a fool?

But I fall for you,
knowing I might never rise again.
For everything now has changed,
why would I want it to end?
Just to breathe you in
and let you bathe my soul in your essence
and you'd that I bleed in your name.

Still bound,darling you have me,
not just my soul
but all of me.

Drowned
in the aura of your mere existence
and I know it's far from what's right
but I still can't hide...

For what I see and what I feel,
I guess its a mirage or I'm just confused.

Not when I'm sober

Just for tonight my love,
for it, so cold and lonely,
I only want you in the night.
Drunk with the pain,
I can't get through alone.
Like a cotton candy,
swirl around and sedate me,
cradle my soul to rest,
fill me up with that ecstasy.

Just until the morning my friend,
for me,gaining the sobriety,
I only want to wake up alone.
Filled with regret,
I can't face you in the sun.
Like a ghost,
leave me to hate me,
tend my senses to peace,
drinking down that guilt...


I always want you my love
just not when I'm sober.